Mixed Emotions

I came to school with a bad mood. I don't know why but it seems like the world is irritating me again. I'm the first cleaner-of-the-week to arrive. I decided to clean the classroom so that my task will be finished early. I'm not in the mood to talk to my classmates. They did not let me down 'cause they ignored me.

My mood changed when we're in our training. I draw my sample layout for my photos and passed it to our journalism adviser, Ms. Alcala. I'm happy because I received a positive comment from her. My disappoinment from my last layout fade away because of her comments. Good thing I came home with a smile.

Anyway, we'll layout the pictures we took yesterday and wait for the judges' decision. Well, good luck for me. May the Lord give me a feeling of accomplishment.

An Irritating Day

I don't know why most of the time this day I was mad. People tend to annoy me this day.

First. When we went at the World Trade Center to attend an exhibit. The guard did not let me in 'cause I'm a minor. I want to yell in front of the guard but my brain came first. It's shameless for me if I did that.

Second. My mom was scolding me. I don't want to listen and I kept silent. She comforted me by treating me at a fast food resto. My anger came down. . .a bit.

Third. We went to a mall to buy a replacement battery for my father's laptop. I got mad when we didn't find any. My dad should be the one to be mad but I don't know, that anger went inside me again.

Last. I was looking for my father at the mall. It was after 10 or 15 minutes before I finally found him. I was in a state of anger that time and when I found him, I want to scold at him. Good thin g my brain came first. . .again.

This day was not good but even though it's bad, I'm very thankful to God because he given me another day. Seems like the people were making me mad this day. Thank God I survived.

'Til next time, see 'ya

again.

I sick of editing my page. I 'dunno why don't end up being successful. Well, I guess I'm staying with this situation until I finally think of a way to edit it like I wanted to.

My hands were itching to post new words here. Since I'm not satisfied with my page, I do not post my new blog lately. My thoughts are flowing so I'm letting it be like this.

'Til my next blog post, gomenasai!

Albertans Day Out!

We went on UP for the submission of form. Akala ko magiging maganda ang araw na 'yon kasi unang una excused kami sa klase until that our Physics teacher Ms. Rogel came angry with us. Exaggerated nga kasi mula sa kanto pa daw niya kami naririnig na nag-iingay, ano yun may super duper sense of hearing siya? Hindi ba niya naririnig yung mga ingay ng ibang tao? tricycle? Ah basta! tapos na yon punta na tayo sa UP. Grabe naligaw pa kami kakahanap ng Office of Admissions ang layo na ng nilakad namin buti na lang andun yung tito ko para tulungan kami. Office of Admissions. Ang daming tao, ang init pagdating sa counter kulang pa yung details sa form ko tapos, hindi pala dun magbabayad sa Landbank pa pala. Pagdating sa Landbank ang init, haba ng pila mabuti na lang hindi kami inabot ng lunch break nila pero pabalik sa OA, my cut-off sa lunch break. Ayun, hintay kami sa labas buti maraming puno, bonding and kulitan time muna habang nag-aantay, gutom na din iba sa amin pero tiis tiis muna. Tapos na lunch break nila, ayan na uli yung mga tao, ang dami nila. Hintay uli para sa test permit halos dalawang oras kami nag-antay bago makumpleto yung mga test permits naming lahat. Sa wakas! kainan time na. Trip naming maglakad hanggang Philcoa, ayaw nung iba pero napilitan kasi mas marami yung gustong maglakad. Nakakain na kami, pauwi na pabalik sa school. Sa dami namin, napuno yung isang jeep, siksikan pa kami. Sa sobrang pagod namin, nagbayad na lang kami para magpahatid sa jeep hanggang school. Nahihiya pa yung iba, siguro dahil jeep lang sinakyan namin. Grabe talaga nung araw na yon masasabi mo nalang pag-uwi ay "pagod na ako."

"Make everyday a beautiful day"

As what the motto says, be happy everyday even though it is not. As for today, my sister got a new cellphone, the Nokia 6630. Even though it is secondhand, it is still look brand new because my aunt sell it to her. She's lucky because today, it is hards to find a second-hand phone that function and looks new. I said to myself, "no way, it's unfair" because she had her braces fixed in her mouth and now she got a new phone. But in the end, I thought that it's just fair because this year, I got a new phone, a psp, a new computer and portable dvd player so, I was relieved by that time that I was brain-storming about "unfair" things that I said. Just don't be selfish.

It was a tiring day yesterday. We've got many visitors and my mom and auntie was cooking for food fo the guests. Haay. . .it very tiring day.

3 Days To Go

"I never thought that I would win anything"

Well, I only have an ordinary day today. That means nothing that is interesting happened. My sister got her gifts from her friends. She's lucky that she have friends like them, but I don't expect like that from my friends so, its okay as long as we have the spirit of Christmas. See, the spirit only will do and before I forgot, as long as I or we are happy. I also watched the ending of Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core and it was very dramatic. Zack died in the scene and that was dissapointing. He was the main character of the story. . .Another thing is that kids here at our place annoys me because they will knock on the door (loudly as if they were destroying it) and they were the ones who were angry if we can't give something to them. I'm getting angry again argh!!! But my father talks to me and making me realize that doing Christmas carols was the only thing that make them happy. "Haizt! na-uto na naman ako ng tatay ko. . ."